First I am not married but I am in long, serious relationship, with the talk of marriage coming up frequently. My boyfriend and I are 5 years apart in age, I am still finishing up with college, while he has a stable job etc.. We both love eachother very much but there is one "problem" and it is on my end. When I first met him, I was a virgin, and he was/is my first "real" boyfriend. Well, because of the age difference, obviously, he has been with other women before me. It bothers me a bit, but because of my lack of inexperience, I find myself very jealous of some of his ex's-for different reasons. When I get jealous, I take it out on him, which is killing our relationship. Also, sometimes I feel like its not fair that if we get married he would have been with five women while I would have only been with him. Im not against just being with him, but because of that I get VERY insecure. I feel like I'lll never be sexy enough, good in bed, etc. Any tips, advice, stories would be helpful!
2006-11-19
11:10:25
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Ash_082
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Marriage & Divorce