The problem is that I`ve been absent for a very loooong time now, and even though I realize how awful this is for me, I still can`t make myself go to school. I often have this moments, when I think that the next day I`m going to school for sure, but the next thing you know, is that on my way to school I just go in any direction, but the school one. Moreover, I`ve been even planning ahead of the day, or even a week, not to go to school!!! I know how bad this is for me, and I realize that this is just going to ruin everything I dream about. However, one thought of going to school makes me want to cry, yes, literally! Whenever I`m thinking of the school and of all "the society" in it, I just want to shoot myself! I don`t know what should I do, how I should deal with it. In addition to that, my parents totally don`t know about all this, so I feel like a crap, but can`t help myself! I just think that I really need a professional help!
2006-11-14
17:13:43
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