Dear Tyler,
I've been thinking....
I have alot on my mind at the moment. I honestly think that you dont love me. You never seem like you want to spend time with me, because your alway with your friends at lunchd going to smokers corner smoking cigs or pot. well, i am just gonna say it now. You have a choice to make. It me or the drugs. i cant stand you not spending time with to get to know each other more. You dont really know anything about me. i dont know if we even belong together if we dont know anything about eachother. I am fully scared that you might choose drugs over me, but i am willing to take that chance, because thats just not sort of the life i want for myself. If you choose drugs over me then your obviously not worth it! Sooooooo i am giving you the choice to choose either giving up the drugs or its over. Choose wisely. This could be the end. Oh yeah, If your not willing to wait to have sex and respect what i want or dont want then all i would have to say is that i can no longer be with you. A relationship is not all about sexual contact or what ever you want to call ot. I cant fall for that ****. It's rediculous. I feel that your trying to get steady action from me, and you think i am willing to give it to you just like that. I can't go on like this.If you really loved me you would wait untill i feel more comfortable. I am also feeling that you are treating me good and make me feel nice so i wont squeal on you that you smoke pot. Well, you know what, I will never squeal on you. It is not my life to squeal on. It's your decisions and your mistakes. This is a decision i am making by giving you a chance to choose what you want and what is more important to you. Me or the drugs? that is the choice i am giving you. I am willing to give you the chance even though i am afraid being with out you or what you will say about me, but i am sure i can get over that some how. It won't be easy, but it is worth a shot. I am still young and i have a chance to find someone that likes me for who i am, not for sex or what ever else there are. True love is from the heart, not from the body. My age is to make my career and my own choices in life. I cant have someone pulling that back for me. I have goals in life, and i want to stick to those goals. I don't want anybody to ruin them for me. I am looking up to the future and what i want to do in life. I don't want that interfered. I am a person with feelings.
Truely Yours,
Alesha
2006-10-15
20:25:58
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