I had my son when I was 19 and I dont like to say "it ruined my life" b/c I have my son, he is beautiful, and has inspired me to change many things about myself in a positive way. However, I always had this desire to do something big like media, acting, whatever(my parents did).When I had my son most of those things kind of just were erased.I have struggled so much all the way through his life and all though I have a wonderful partner I feel somewhat jelous at his freedom hes had (hes done media things) It so hard as I still have no qualifications and I have been in college consist for 7 years.Its been impossible for me to get a degree at this rate but I am still trying.I dont want to feel like I ruined my life, I want to feel free and I also want to emrace my decisions. I know this is a deep kind of questions but how can I get to this place in my mind. I know I need to keep trying. I have lost alot of self confidence having this be my life for the last 6 yrs.
2006-10-09
07:46:35
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