I'm just so unhappy because I feel so incomplete. I went to bed crying and woke up crying aswell. I know that's not normal for a 15 year old is it? I have problems [like my hands shake alot wen I'm nervous or something like that] and I try to talk to my mom about them, she always shuns them away as if by doing that can magically make them dissapear. I want help, but she won't let me get it. I can't talk to my dad, he's too old to understand anything now. Both my older sisters are getting to become like my mom, and I have no close 'mentor' like friends that can help me out like that. The only person I can talk to is God. And I pray and pray, and I'm not saying I'm impatient.....And there's there's a guy who I've liked since 8th grade and I don't know why cuz he's brought me so much more pain than happiness. I pray about that too. But I don't wanna be on Y.A.'s my whole life asking for help...how do I get it? I know I need it.
2006-09-13
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