My father died 4 years ago, my mother died 4 months ago, i have one sibling who doesn't even acknowledge my existence, and a boyfriend of 4 years who treats me like dirt. Since my mom died i live alone now and my life has become even more meaningless and empty, and i don't think anybody would notice if i disappeared. All i want is to be with my mom again, and be happy, even if its in heaven where she is. And since God doesn't hear my plea's for him to take me so i can just be with her, i'd rather just kill myself, instead of living out the rest of my miserable going nowhere life. Because life can't crap on you this much and still have anything other than tragedy in store for you. And i know its a sin to commit suicide, but will i still go to hell, does God hate me that much?
2006-08-03
11:24:48
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