My first son died of SIDS (10/26/02-1/14/03 May he rest in peace) and i continue to grieve untill this very day.
I was very depressed, and helpess for two years until i finally decided to move on and realize that I can't do anything to bring him back...That is when, not long after, i became pregnant with my daughter who is now 2 years old, healthy, and a beautiful little girl.
After i finally moved on since my son's death, and had a baby girl, i didn't think anything bad could happen but i was wrong...
At the end of 2005, i got pregnant again with a baby boy and was so happy. 3 weeks ago, i had a stillbirth and don't know how to deal with this. this is too much for me...both of my innocent baby boys had their lives taken away for no reason. i feel like it's my fault even though i know its not.
For the past 3 weeks, ive been helpless.. i cant seem to pick myself up and i don't know if i will be able to get over this.
what can i do? And what did my sons and i do to deserve this?
2006-07-28
15:53:46
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Emmy kate
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