I broke up with my boyfriend of 10 years because he was cheating on me, but he blamed me for straying, saying it was because for 10 years he told me I was too fat and he just wasn't attracted to me anymore. Needless to say, I threw him out quickly! Now, I've lost 30 pounds, but would like to lose another 40 more. The problem is, I'm sitting here stewing and fretting about the breakup, and feeling responsible for the breakup because of the weight. I don't feel attractive, and don't feel like I will ever attract another man unless I lose tons of weight. I know he's the jerk, not me, but I still miss him terribly because I thought he would be the only person who would ever love me. By the way, I am 5'8" and weigh 215 right now. I did weigh 242, but have lost a lot of weight through diet and exercise. Just wish I could find a man to talk to and get rid of this lonely feeling, it stinks.
2006-07-15
05:09:20
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