i dont understand,,when i was young around 9 years old and below, i think im handsome and cute,,,but as time goes by like high school years and college,, many people say that im ugly,, they always say evryday that they are already hurting me,,,i stop college because of that, i cant concentrate on my studies, i cant take the way they treat me, my heart is full of anger, i try to forget it,,,,but i cant, now i know why girls dont like me, i feel like its useless to live if you are alone, people always say that you haven't found yet mrs right,,but i dont believe that, im already in my mid 20"s and still alone,, i tried to court someone but she dumped me,,,its really really hurt,,i dont want to fall in love again,,maybe god dont really love me or maybe god dont exist,,,i dont feel there is justice on this earth,,,only the strong, handsome/beautifull, intelligent survive,,not like me,,this kind of era dont fit me..
2006-11-06
08:11:24
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manuelcojr
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