I always feel that the number "13" is following me. It's 13 this, and that like 13 plates, 13 videos, 13 weeks, 13 everything. I also feel that God is so being unfair to me. I always feel miserable EVERY SINGLE DAY!!! It's like a curse is on me. For example, no matter how HARD I TRY AT SOMETHING, and do it again and again and so on... what I'm trying to accomplish is torn to pieces. Also, whenever I do something good like holding the door for someone, it feels that God gives me a bad punishment. I feel as that the poorer and miserable I feel... God justs sits there and laugh and give another horrible punishment. Also, evrytime I pray to God, I feel miserable. If I don't pray to God, I STILL feel miserable. I feel like throwing my body in a pool of sharks, or throw myself into sharp rocks or into a volcano and suffer and die? Please!!!!!!!!!..... HELP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
2006-08-18
19:32:33
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