How do I stop my life from being a horrible wreck?

Question

I always feel that the number "13" is following me. It's 13 this, and that like 13 plates, 13 videos, 13 weeks, 13 everything. I also feel that God is so being unfair to me. I always feel miserable EVERY SINGLE DAY!!! It's like a curse is on me. For example, no matter how HARD I TRY AT SOMETHING, and do it again and again and so on... what I'm trying to accomplish is torn to pieces. Also, whenever I do something good like holding the door for someone, it feels that God gives me a bad punishment. I feel as that the poorer and miserable I feel... God justs sits there and laugh and give another horrible punishment. Also, evrytime I pray to God, I feel miserable. If I don't pray to God, I STILL feel miserable. I feel like throwing my body in a pool of sharks, or throw myself into sharp rocks or into a volcano and suffer and die? Please!!!!!!!!!..... HELP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Answer 1

Listen, God is not "punishing" you or doing anything "to" you for that matter.

It's easy to put the blame on God, since God makes a very big target, but the fact is that we are the authors of our own experiences, via God's gift of free will and hence, the universal law of attraction.

According to the universal law of attraction, the vibrations we put out into the world via our conscious or unconscious beliefs, thoughts, emotions, words (written and verbal) and actions, and whether they are positive or negative, love-based or fear-based, lead to the events that we experience in return, in one form or another.

For instance, if you believe that because once or twice you have failed, so then you believe that everything you do fails, so that's what you are manifesting in your life. You've got to start thinking positively, about yourself and others. It won't happen all at once, but little by little you will notice things improving.

God gives free will and does not revoke or interfere with it, so it is a gift with a double-edged sword, so to speak. Once given, it is our responsibility. Not God's.

Answer 2

If you cannot accept losing, you can never win. Mistakes are the portal of discovery. Im a great believer in luck and I find the harder I work the more I have of it. Change your thoughts and you change your world. Hope sees the invisible, feels the intangible, and achieves the impossible. Destiny is no matter of chance. It is a matter of choice. It is not a thing to be waited for, it is a thing to be achieved. Life is a great big canvas and you should throw all the paint on it you can. Shoot for the moon. Even if you miss it you will land among the stars. If none of this makes sense to you, you should seek counseling for depression.

Answer 3

First of all, put your mind at ease. You are putting too much pressure on yourself.

You are a religious person and feel the need to pray to God. You think that although you do all the right deeds, they always turn back to you as punishments. What if you are being taught a lesson and you refuse to learn it. For instance.. are you a people's addict? Do you anchor yourself in relations to people? Do you value them as THE most important thing in your life? Or do you try to accomplish something just for the sake of it? maybe you need to analyze what exactly are your values and principles and see which of them are wrong. you might just be neglecting your own spirit. If God does something to you, it will never be out of him enjoying a good joke, so to say ... because you're one of his creations, right? you're his child.. how can he hurt his child... but he might try to teach you a lesson that you refuse over and over again to understand.

please, see a spiritual counselor and a psychotherapist. they will be able to guide you through your problems.

Answer 4

Wait wait wait..First of all be relax..If u do good things, God will never laugh at u..But if u do bad things God will be sad I think..God isn't unfair to you..I think u have a problem..In my opinion nobody told u God..Praying is the best way to make God happy. Because there are too many bad people in the world. If u go like this, u will be like bad people..Don't think bad things..

Answer 5

There's a lot here. I notice that a lot of times when I try so hard to accomplish something and it is torn to shreds, it was better had I not accomplished that thing, as in God had something else I needed to be doing. When I listen to God's instruction, I often find amazing things...

Answer 6

You are not cursed, God is not dishing out punishment.Satan
has a stronghold on this corrupt world, yet still most of what you describe you are doing to yourself. you believe this will happen and you bring it on.Old but true saying, "I THINK THEREFORE I AM " Please do not blame God,keep praying and if at all possible it would be good to see a councilor,they Can teach you how you bring things on yourself.How can I say these things? My whole life
the same as yours.I still pray

Answer 7

The first thing you need to do is truly realize your value and worth in God's eyes. He loves you so much, He sent His ONLY, perfect Son to die for you! That is LOVE!

Now, this isn't going to be PC, but it sounds like you have some unresolved sin in your life. I would encourage you to sit and talk to God and admit your sinful nature and ask Him to forgive you through Jesus Christ. Ask for His blessings upon your life and then rejoice! He promises to forgive and bless!

Take a peak at this site:

http://www.fathersloveletter.com/fllpreviewlarge.html

Answer 8

I firmly believe that God doesn't put you through anything that you can't handle. 1 Cor 10:13 - God "will also make a way to escape (your trials), that ye may be able to bear it." You just have to be patient.

Answer 9

forget god, look at your life seriously, and see what it is that you need to change. im sure you can see the problems. dont hold doors for anyone unless they actually need it, but do it for the human being, not for some godly reward, god is a myth, no bodys home. you need very very much to get mental help, you are falling apart.

Answer 10

i've been delt the same deck of cards you have and yes it sucks im 27 years old and been going through this "bad time in my life" stage all my life now im just used to it and try to deal everyday good luck