IM a young male who by the grace of God got saved. And after a repeated process of being on track i backslid. I use to preach to my younger peers and even the mutual and older of me, but the same things i went against i fell back to. Its like my life is repeating the same things i use to do in my past.God has tookin me away from smoking marijuanna and drinking, but i found my self right back drinking heavy.i smoked a joint or two but found it very unstable for me to make it a on-going thing because all i can seem to think about was death and where would i go for disrespecting not just Jesus but ultimatlly myself. especially after saying to God i wouldn't do it again. i have became a fornicator,a lier,a thief,an adulter, and probly more. but i have a concience still because i feel bad for what i do and feel i need forgivness. i dont know what to do it feels like im trap in this sin.It seems like i let the best of the world and it's vanities get a hold on me. Is God still going to 4give?
2006-06-20
21:22:43
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