I go to a church function every sunday. It's hard for me to go, because I have a hard time talking to people. I have this one girl friend that I talk to, but other than that it's sooooo hard for me.
Well Imagine; 8 or 9 guys crowding around you and your friend, talking amongst eachother and to you. You freeze up, and want to get out of there, fast. You can't think of anything to say and look like a complete dumbass. You have done things like this repeatedly and feel like you will never change...and also you have already had the shy, quiet "status" going on, so it's no like you can get a fresh start.
I don't know what to ask for, maybe just some consolation for being socially awkward?...I feel like I'm in a constant panic because I just can't deal with all these social things.
I'm almost 18, so I think i'm pretty set in my ways with socializing. Anyone else feel this torture?
2007-11-18
17:53:37
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