anymore? im a 30 year old guy whos had a very traumatic life, and it worries me to death because i can see myself ageing before my very eyes...plus living with my imperfections to.:
two missing lower teeth at the front of my mouth : torn ankle ligaments in my left ankle: injured knuckle from hitting an inanimate object years ago:
honestly if i didnt dye my hair regularly i fear i would look terrible.
in my mind i have alot of vanity and im a perfectionist....but my heart sinks when i look in the mirror and the physicall image doesnt match the mental one....the dark lines under eyes....not circles yet, but distinct dark lines from the corner of my eyes, running towards my cheek bones.
i have very low self esteem, plus when people use words like '' again'' and ''its unbelievable'' and '' your not there''....i feel there trying to wind me up and i get angry..i really cant handle the way im starting to look.
can anyone relate to this or no any solutions?i feel like ripping my face off
2007-08-03
08:40:50
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