or a u.s girl, and to settle down over there, what can i do, these are my dreams and ambitions.......? im a 30 year old borderline personality disorder sufferer who lives in the uk....those dream and ambitions seem unreachable and unachievable to me, like there a long way off....ive grown up in a system in the uk thats abused me and let me down...ive suffered alot of trauma....and now i just wanna move far away, wipe the slate clean and build a new life...ive never worked or never had a girlfriend, im physically aging fast.....im seriosly worried i wont achieve my ambitions and ill be prevented from leaving the country because of my past..
my ambition and goals are to move to the u.s or canada, find a loving girlfriend, and build a new life...its all i think about when im sat here alone and lonely in my small apartment everynight claiming welfare...im scared ill live the rest of my life like this, my thoughts race,i have constant low moods and anger problems to deal with in therapy to
2007-07-11
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