want, when i want, how i want, im not gonna pander to no one, and stick to my principles, & its tough if your offended'' attitude.....
but say if you cant carry this off in public & your afraid, because you have high anxiety & panic problems with low self esteem, so you can never carry this attitude off or dont have the confidence to display this attitude outside? & you always have a panic attack and anxiety, and your low self esteem always lets you down?....i get so angry & enraged with myself, because i aspire to be this way, have this mentality ,but because of these problems that ive had long term, i can never carry it off outside & i let myself down & get enraged with myself..because i dont have the confidence & belief to display this mentality
im a 30 year old bpd sufferer whos had a very traumatic life, whos been victimized and bullied heavily, now i wait for therapy..but i get extremely enraged about this, because i wanna be able to carry this mentality off......what can i do?
2007-07-20
02:22:20
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