i live in my own small flat, im very lonely, i have no friends, i stay inside everyday because of anxiety, i have a constant feeling of helplessness, emptiness, hopelessness and despair..a feeling of pure dread like things will always be like this..the main person in my life is my mum, who ive been very close to most of my life..and she keeps telling me to take one day at a time and to keep my chin up..but i constantly ring her everyday with these feelings i describe, of lonliness, worrying, insecurities. i feel i rely heavy on my mum for reassurance and emotional support. and i worry at 29 ive got a dependancy problem and if so what will i do? i worry alot whats wrong with me, and can i cope and deal with it, so i can stand on my own two feet and make my own life..but i worry how can i? i feel an urgency to get there achieve things..thats when my mum says take one day at a time and keep my chin up...if i had the choice right now, i wouldnt even be here in the uk, id be livin in the us
2007-01-27
11:33:20
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