I'm beginning to think I have *serious* issues. I've barely spoken to this guy, just a few conversations on a public board online, some flirting, and 1 IM conversation... but then I went back and read a bunch of of his postings on the same site, to get an idea of who he is. His writing & postings are *amazing* -- he's amazing -- and I'm already ridiculously jealous and reading his sickeningly flirty coversations with this one other girl. (It's not all girls, just this one other.) It literally makes me nauseous to see their outrageous chemistry & flirtation. And now I can't eat, can't think, can't sleep, I just keep thinking about him. If all this weren't bad enough, I'm 28 & he's 22-ish, and he lives on the other side of the country, so these are crazy thoughts anyway.
The other problem is, that other girl I see him talking to is amazing too. Smart as a whip, confident, funny. Plus she's his age.
Ugh, what the hell is wrong with me, and what should I do to deal w/this?
2006-10-22
13:34:55
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melon_rose
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