I am chronically depressed and have been since before age 12. I used to cut myself frequently, especially while drinking. I very rarely self-injure now, mostly because of the terrible scars I have. Most of my left arm is covered in scars. I found out after I started cutting myself more severely that I scar very badly. They are all lined up and parallel to each other so there is no way to blame them on a accident. The ones on my upper arm are the worst. They look like large red slugs. After years of healing, they are slowly becoming white and flattening, but they are thick and will always be noticable. I've finally tired of wearing longer sleeves in the summer and have decided to just wear what everyone else does. However, people, sometimes complete strangers, ask me what happened. I've even had people shout to me from across a store "what happened to your arm?" What should I tell these people and people I know?
2006-08-21
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