I 've asked questions like this before, but no one has given me advice that I can use.
I'm not ok living my life. I'm tired of it. I want to believe I can fix it all. But I doubt it now. I don't know what exactly happened, but I lost everything I thought I was. This year was important for school. I messed it up completely. I wanted to be a doctor since the 2nd grade. I don't care any more. But school use to be part of who I was. My Mom is so disappointed.
I knew it wasn't normal for me to be as unhappy as I was. I told my Mom. She says it's all in my head.
I went to therapy once. I didn't like it.
I was falling and I asked for help. No one wanted to help me because no one really cared.
If I wanted to die, I would be dead already. I've seriously consdered it. But I can't. I don't know what to do.
Keep in mind that there is no one for me to tell. No guidance coucelor, no other family members, no real friends. Everyone thinks this is a joke.
2007-04-30
05:32:12
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