Please help me if you can. What I thought of as a simple PMS, turned out into a feeling of complete hopelessness, maybe even anxiety attack. My business is not doing well; I am not making any money at all, and my relationship with my boyfriend seams to be sleeping away. It’s almost like I can’t get over the belief that I don’t deserve what I want in life. The feeling of not being worthy is wearing me out. I thought that I worked things out within myself, but apparently I missed something. I am desperately trying to hold on to the idea of going deep inside, quiet my thoughts, and I find myself having really hard time in doing so. Usually I end up falling a sleep and waking up with a sense of failure. Failure is pretty much what I feel most of the time. I always feel like I failed with everything in my life, like I never got anywhere, like I’ve been repeating my past over and over again. Why do I always feel like such a looser? Why am I always so harsh on myself? Why do I always have compassion for others, but none for myself?
How can I go deep within myself, for real, and once and for all put to rest all those thoughts, concerns and beliefs? How can I don’t fall a sleep while trying to do so? How can I find the peace within me? I know it’s there, how can I dig it out? How? How? How? For god’s sake; how? Tell me what to do.
2007-01-25
17:45:35
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Elzbieta Trzeciak
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Psychology