Medicine has always my dream but i dont know if i have a chance because im not the typical medschool applicant..med school students always seem so "perfect"..they have excellent academic records, play like 10 sports, do volunteer work, have 100's of awards and prizes and scholarships.
but me even though i have a lot of potential ive made some bad decisions, ive been on antidepressants from 14 yrs until recently, i ended up in hospital after taking all my pills at once, i was a cutter, my mom is mentally ill and abusive physically and verbally, my dad is an alcoholic, ive always been promiscous from a young age, meeting random married men off the net when i was 15.. im very ashamed of some of things ive done, i left highschool at 16, since then ive made an effort to forget everything and change my life, im so much better now, went back to school, passed my exams, came at the top of my class, got a scholarship for college, but it doesnt matter i dont feel "good enough" to be a doctor
2006-10-23
22:14:55
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