I'm a Christian, but like most Christians and everyone in general in times like these, I can't help but question, why?
About a week ago, I miscarried after being pregnant for 2.5 months. Before I became a Christian, when I was 18 years old, I had an abortion. I always regretted the abortion and have never really been able to get over it...that is...until I became pregnant recently. I was so excited, I thought God was telling me, "I forgive you, and this is my gift to you." But then I miscarried. The pain was almost unbearable, but nothing compared to the feelings I'm having. It has made me question myself, my faith, and I've also questions some of my close relationships because it seems as though it's meaningless to some, including my husband. I've tried counseling in the past because of my depression from the abortion, but it didn't work. Does anyone out there have anything to offer, in light of my situation?
2007-03-09
08:58:05
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