When I was 14, I weighed 95-98 pounds, and then I became anorexic. Now, at the age of 15, I'm 83.6 pounds. I knew anorexia was not good for me, but there was this horrible guilt feeling inside of me every time I ate telling me that I'm packing on extra calories that I don't need. I eat about 1000 calories a day. I've decided to change. I ate a banana for breakfast with one glass of skim milk and then a Nutri-Grain bar for lunch. It wasn't enough, I know, so for dinner, I ate a bean burrito (250 cals) with half a slice of cheese (about 40 cals) to get some calcium in my diet, because osteoporosis is not cool. One piece of my burrito was dry, though, so my dad said I didn't have to eat it if it was too hard for me to enjoy. Without thinking, I said it wasn't that hard and ate it anyway. I'm feeling guilty now, because that piece was easily worth around 50 cals. I don't know if I should feel guilty or proud of myself. Did I do the right thing? Do girls need fat to develop properly?
2007-01-10
13:43:31
·
11 answers
·
asked by
Muffins
1