i am a single mother of four. seems like i'm always typing that to as if when people read that they will all of a sudden knows what it feels like. today i've been off n on the pc, waiting for files to be emailed for "work". basically i input data for my dad who lives out of town. anywho, my life is filled with demands, and self inflicted guilt about not providing enough time, money, energy, play, milk, lessons, dicipline, you name it i always think i'm not giving enough. and maybe i am or maybe i'm not. then there's my personal dream. im an artist, and havent painted in months. i love to write and dont have the "energy" to get it going. so i'm this being that lives to just get thru the day. my kids are their fathers for the weekend. (he gets em every other wk. end) and all i want to do is sleep or atleast lay down and vegetate. if this is "unhealthy" tell me how to get motivated!
2007-02-03
06:56:55
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