today in church, i was fully prepared to go, to sign my confirmation thing, but I was supposed to sign it in front of everyone. so im thirteen, and i was with my friends, and we all sat down with our parents. once we did, we sang along and all, and once the priest said "now we will have our confiramtion kids and their parents" BUT he called us by our names seperetly. i felt scared, and my anxiety came to me, and it felt horrible. i was the second person to be called. my dad and i went up there, and i signed and all, and we were supposed to stand up after in a line, and we did. i couldnt help to look at the audience, so i asked my friends mom if i could use the bathroom, (IN FRONT OF THE WHOLE CHURCH, I LEFT TO USE THE BATHROOM)i only did because i felt nervous and was about to puke. the people sitting down looked like this the whole entire time :O
it was embarrasing. i have taken lexapro since summer, and its worked, but today it messed me up...
was this wrong? i couldnt help it.
2007-10-28
09:14:40
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