For the last 8 years I have been on and off depressed, more so due to the fact that I am very shy and find it hard to meet people or discuss my feelings with my close friends. I seem to lock everybody out of my world; I would say I am a definite introvert. However, lately, I thought I was getting better... I felt very upbeat a lot of the times, and felt like I was finally starting to be able to achieve more out of my daily life... that lasted about a week and a half. I don't feel as depressed right now as I used to be, but I feel down.. and not really for any specific reason. I don't know if I have some sort of bi polar disorder, or if everything just stems from being debilitating shy and wishing I could be like normal people. I've been dealing with this on my own for a long time, occasionally letting one of my closest friends in on some of my thoughts, yet the suggestions he gives, albeit excellent, I cannot bring myself to follow, or even see myself doing.
2007-09-13
20:09:47
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