I looked it up online and it sounds A LOT like me. I even told my gram once that I couldn't eat cause I was thinking of spit (
Anyways...
I touch every button I see, step on every crack, read/watch things that I know I understand over and over, and check things over and over and overrr, even though I don't want to, I NEED to. I also have bad thoughts....like somebody will ask me to do something and I'll be like nooo then I'll think like...what if my dad dies? Then I HAVE to do whatever I'm asked. And I say things in my head that I don't wanna say. Like I'll think like "If there's a ghost in here take over me" then I'll think "NOO! NO! Why'd I say that?!" and I'll also say I hate people in my head for no reason.
To top that off, I get panic attacks like crazy. And sometimes I can't swallow but everyone understands/knows that. I can't spell what it's called, anxitey...I think that's spelled wrong but you know.
I want help, I NEEEED it.
2007-09-14
00:38:20
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