or be around people, because you dont have very good impulse control and are scared of losing it and having an outburst?
im 30 years old, suffered a tremendous amount of abuse and trauma in my life, bullying and victimization. i have borderline personality disorder.
ive never had a girlfriend in my life or made any friends..bullied throughout high school, dropped out, never passed any exams.
never been employed...was sexually abused at 3..ive had a big problem with rage and controlling it for a while now, years, and even though its improved, i still have alot of biterness, anger and resentment inside, and im scared to go outside, because i have powerfull feelings of rage, and im scared ill have some type of outburst.
my moods are depressingly low everday, i live alone & have emptiness & loneliness feelings constantly. i have high levels of panic & anxiety to. i have alot of anger in me towards people because of how my lifes gone.
i do have goals & ambitions i want to achieve
2007-08-07
07:57:14
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