or be around people, because you dont have very good impulse control and are scared of losing it and having an outburst?
im 30 years old, suffered a tremendous amount of abuse and trauma in my life, bullying and victimization. i have borderline personality disorder.
ive never had a girlfriend in my life or made any friends..bullied throughout high school, dropped out, never passed any exams.
never been employed...was sexually abused at 3..ive had a big problem with rage and controlling it for a while now, years, and even though its improved, i still have alot of biterness, anger and resentment inside, and im scared to go outside, because i have powerfull feelings of rage, and im scared ill have some type of outburst.
my moods are depressingly low everday, i live alone & have emptiness & loneliness feelings constantly. i have high levels of panic & anxiety to. i have alot of anger in me towards people because of how my lifes gone.
i do have goals & ambitions i want to achieve
2007-08-07
07:57:14
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with my life, like overcome this. emigrate from the
uk and build a new life, and find a loving partner.
but because this rage problem and the feelings are so intense
it impairs my ability to go out and function and be around people
and im scared to go outside incase my impulse goes and i have an outburst
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i do want to get over this, bur these feelings are so entrenched
im worried whats wrong and whats it going to take to overcome this
inner rage...is it a disorder that cant be treated?
im waiting for psychotherapy...but with this problem, im
locking myself away and are worried to go outside.
does anybody no what i could do?
2007-08-07
07:57:47 ·
update #1