I have Borderline Personality Disorder. I have been through treatment, gone through therapy and was on psychiatric medication, I even had a brief stay at psychiatric hospital. That's not the really why I am asking my question though.
Here is my problem: I don't have very much money anymore. I can't afford treatment like I used to.
There are times I feel like I lose myself inside mind. I'm sneaky, I'm manipulative, I'm hurtful, controlling, - on top of all that, I loathe myself to my very core, I feel like I have a layer of bad, of evil coating my skin... half the time... the other half of the time I feel like no on appreciates how great I am and no one loves me.
I want to stop, I want to have control of myself, I want to be ok - things were getting better when I was on medication, when I was seeing a psychologist, but I can't afford it anymore.
At this point I am open to any suggestions anyone can make. Anything would help - please.
2007-07-02
13:23:36
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Jeannie C
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