any friends, never having had a partner or a girlfriend, and in the present day, your very alone and lonely, and despair at night falling and the world going silent, because them horrible feelings intensify...and in the same breath its not easy to change my circumstances and access people because i have bpd, very low self esteem, feelings of unworthyness, which make it difficult to form friendships and relashionships and maintain them....because as soon as i do encounter anyone, i get clingy, needy, crave intimacy, struggle for conversation,& never feel good about who iam, this always shows itself, & people are frightened away from me...
im now 30 & have never been fullfilled in life in anyway, i dont have anyone except my mum, whos stood by me through everything, and im very acutley alone, lonely & isolated....the feeling is like being on your own, drifting in outer space, cold and alone forever and ever..unbearable..& yet i have dreams in life to i dont no how to reach, dreams of
2007-07-13
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