loving partner i want,the girl i want, im being prevented from moving away from england to the usa or canada, which i seriously want to do..
ive had bpd, have had it since 16, i await therapy, but i seriously feel theres a conspiracy against me, people are against me, and either 'they' the people, or something is keeping me here in britain, preventing me from bettering my life,& preventing me from moving away to where id like to move away to, like canada......i seriously, seriously do NOT, want to stay here in england.....i would like to work through my disorder which ive had half my adult life,& move away, somewhere distant like canada, achieve a little secure happy life for myself,& a loving girlfriend....but im severley depressed because all these dreams seem unachievable to me,& to far away to accomplish.. plus i feel, people, somebody is stopping me. ive been hurt alot by people throughout my life, & have suffered alot of mental trauma,so i dont trust anyone.im 30 now,never made
2007-06-29
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