Should I quit my job as photographer?

Question

I'll make this as short as possible:
I was diagnosed with depression when I was 14. I'm 21 now, and was recently diagnosed with bipolar disorder.
I have been working at a photo studio for a supermarket since 2003. I have been working on and off at that place.
I just get really shy, anxious and feel really stupid around clients. I don't feel like myself.
My parents forced me to return to work. I always thought I'd pursue photography as a career, but now I'm certain it's not for me. I am on social assistance, and don't really NEED a job.

Answer 1

Come on! Nobody is hurt by the ability of earning a living! Not working in ANYTHING will put you down more, and make you feel even worse. Continue working even if it is not as a photographer.

By the way, everybody has contact with other people, whatever they do.

Answer 2

I have depression and I haven`t seen a doctor about it.I`ve been depressed since I was 15 because of my second high school.I became suicidal when I around 16 or 17 and i still have those thoughts.I`m 22 now and my depression is still here.I prayed so much and it didn`t go away.Congrats to you that you are seeking help about it.Your lucky that you are brave enough to work.I`m too scare to work.You need to continue your job because once you stop interacting with people you`ll become more depressed and even more shy.Because I didn`t go outside for the summer last year,I almost had a panic attack when i was in school again in the fall.I was shaking a little when i had to speak to a student the first day.I drop out of the class 2 weeks before school was finish so I fail the course.

Answer 3

My husband has the same diagnosis, but he feels that to give up his calling is to lose too much.

Many bipolar people are wonderfully creative, and many are able to work. If you are able to, that is GREAT! I should think the public assistance would give you the freedom to think about what you want to do, and then pursue it.

With a recent diagnosis, remember that your parents may be confused and frightened of the unknown, and you too! Just take it as it comes and focus on wellness. This means taking your meds WITHOUT FAIL, and following what your doctor advises. If you have a doc who will listen, I imagine you will be encouraged to move ahead.

One last thing, both for you and your family. There is a wonderful organization called NAMI that has support groups, appropriate for both you and your family, and also free classes. For example, their class called "Family-to-Family" is for your relatives, and it is so very informative. It helps us family members to understand and get out of the valley of worry and ignorance.

Good luck to you. You have a good life ahead if you deal with your disorder as advised by the professionals. The meds are getting better every day.