I constantly want to commit suicide but do not understand why? In my lifetime no major incidents have happened, no one close has died nothing like that. Nothing remotely sad has occurred, however, I want to die? I am not depressed, I only feel like this when I am alone, if I am out with friends or at school, as long as I am not alone I am perfectly fine, happy with everything, yet as soon as I am alone, I change. As if I am different person, constantly thinking about death.
I don’t self harm, never have. Every night in bed, I think about death, for the last few years the only way I’ve remembered getting to sleep is by thinking about death
. When I think I do not think of why I want to die. Not that I want to die because I’m “Sad” with my life! Or want to “escape life” .Nothing like that, just me dieing in my head. How would I do it, Where?, When? I think about me dieing , being stabbed, run over, asphyxiation etc . I just fear that i will cave in
Whats wrong with me?
2007-04-19
11:02:16
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27 answers
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♣Kermit the Frog♣
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