For years, while on the exterior I am very intimidating (6'2", 220 pounds), a few really close friends who have gotten to know me have always said that I am one of, if not, the most feminine person they've ever met. I've always been extremely ultra sensitive, emotionally demanding, emotional, submissive, not into most things guys are, while into a lot of things that are construed as "girly," and for all of my life, I've managed to repress homosexual and crossdressing feelings. (outside of the few times I've slipped and dressed up) The times I've tried to man up, no one seems to notice.
I just want to fit in as one of the guys and be that real manly guy and one day find a woman I can make happy. I'm just tired of hearing that emotionally, I am like a woman and have a brain like one. (maybe it stings because they have a point) I just want to be one of the guys, so I come to you... what can I do to achieve this goal? What can I do to finally show a more masculine side? Thanks!
2007-02-23
09:07:12
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18 answers
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Reginald VelJohnson
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