I'm on antidepressants and have been for over 2 years now, my psychiatrist thinks I'm in remission from my depression at the minute, but right now at this precise moment in time I feel awful. I don't know why, it seems to have come from nowhere - I've been having quite a few days like this recently, where I feel like I'm going to burst into tears but I don't know why.
I just seem to get this overwhelming feeling of hopelessness, and I start having stupid thoughts again, but nothing seems to trigger it - it just comes out of the blue. And sometimes by the next day I'll feel fine again, other times it'll be a couple of days. I just don't know what to do when I get like this. I'm supposed to be better now, but right now all I want to do is curl up in bed and cry, and try not to think about the paracetamol or blades I have in my top drawer.........
2007-02-08
10:20:40
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Jen
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