I obsess over things like movies and books, until they literally control my every thought at times. I have to sleep with the doors in my room arranged a certain way. I have an obsession with closed doors. I will close and reclose them until I hear a *Click*ing sound, and I absolutely cannot concentrate if a door is cracked open.
I don't jus obsess about small things, though. I am absolutely terrified of getting seriously ill or having an operation. I am terrified and fascinated with death, and I will mentally play out my own death, the death of a family member, or my reaction to the news that a close friend or pet is dead. I will do this several times, and I constantly worry about doing ANYTHING to put myself at risk. I constantly remind myself that I may be dead the next day.
Are these symptoms of any specific mental problem, or am I completely losing it, or am i just imagining that something is wrong?
2006-12-14
14:36:00
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