I feel really bad. I'm ugly. Don't say Iam not, because I dealt with it before. It makes me sad when I go to school events I see all these beautiful students, and I think of myself as a low down *****. Ive struggled with faith quite often, and at one point in time, I was a buddhist. If God loved me so much, why did he make me ugly. Dealing with family issues, verbal abuse, uglyness, failing grades
I wanted to kill myself. I see know point in living, espically when I have to live my whole life like this. Sigh theres nothing I can really do about it, I know If I was a God and high power, I would help. Of course God will accept me for who Iam, its just the people on earth wont except me as good looking or anything. Those who r born hot sexy etc, enjoy your gift. Right now I seem to envy lots of people. Sigh
What should I do? Its horrible!!!
I want to die!!
2006-12-21
05:53:13
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Julian M
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