I constantly deal with food,gain and lose weight. My encounters with the(mostly)opposite sex, include a decent amount of vodka,public park or toilet,and often not recalling the event or my make-out for the evenin.I dress rather provocatively and always seek male attention, always tired and lack of energy,sometime feel very stressed and anxious. I don’t have true friends,feel lonely and an outcast. I am somewhat apathetic. I used to be an a+ student, andmy grades have dropped down severely. I have difficulties concentrating on anything, even on daily chores; my room and life seem to be always messy. I also have a major issue relating to my father. I frequently fight with family members. In the past I’ve cut myself, with no purpose of suicide, even though I think about it and about life being meaningless. I feel rather worthless,question my intelligence,talent and creativity.I truely don’t know if it’s depression or pessimism,desperation or being spoiled, since I have no obvious reasons.
2006-10-20
10:00:23
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