I don't know what is is, but I think it's anxiety. I constantly worry about dumb things like school and cheerleading, I leave things around the house, I get really stressed out and cry about things like cleaning my room, difficult homework, school, and cheerleading, and appearance, and stuff like that. My mom tells me how I dissapoint her when I leave things out and make messes and stuff and that just puts even more stress on me. I feel like it's building up and I just want to go to sleep and never wake up. I just want to be normal and not have worries and all that stuff. Even if my parents would let me take the medecines, I wouldn't be allowed to because I've thought of suicide before. I mean, I would never do it, but I'd think of how awesome it would be to not worry anymore. I want to be carefree and have fun. What is my problem? How can I not worry? I'm 13, by the way. I'm up to my head in stress.
Thanks.
2006-09-27
09:29:42
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