Let me elaborate! From the age of eleven i started smoking marijuana (call it peer pressure or what you will), from there it escalated to amphetamines, ecstacy, cocaine, that not being enough i started to empty my familys medicine cupboards, taking everything from chlorapromazine to kapake to buspar to amptytriptiline (the spelling might not be spot on), the list went on, it reached a climax when my body shut down at the age of about 20 & had to be revived at my local hospital. From then i've seen the errors of my way (i take the occasional drink) but with the damage already done i now suffer from various illnesses which effect my day to day life along with various mental problems depression, anxiety etc. I'm now 25, been going with a girl almost 4yrs, gettin myself qualified to a professional level in PC maintenance/repair, things are on the up but i still feel withdrawn from society, i find it hard to leave the house & i have this overall feeling of dread, will it ever go away?
2006-08-31
06:44:18
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paddy a
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