Dear all, I cannot change my behaviour, I have tried...but still, if i continue this way, i will destroy everyone around me. I take small things too much too heart and i make big problems out of small problems. i lose my mind, cannot concentrate and get heavy palpitations if someone i care about "hurts" me. what i really hate is when that person considers the issue minor while in my perception, it is something worth crying for, or running to my doc's to check my blood pressure because i get scared with my reaction although i know that my brain shouldn't allow these to happen. in the end, i look silly. and everyone's response is: you act impulsively and take everything to heart. still, i don't think my reactions are always like that of a crazy person. what happens to me most often is that i cry while other people(e.g.my boyfriend) laughs at me saying that it is silly. i hate the laughing part.He is a sadist then?!Ugh....
2006-08-30
10:16:37
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LadyPandora
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