I was talking to my mom, I really needed to tell her what happened, that I was raped by my father in law...I didn't even get to tell her anything when she busted out in tears and she told me that she was raped by her older brother who is now my godfather, when she was 4 or 5. I hugged her and we cried for so long...I don't know what to do or say...I can't even imagine what would happen if I told her what happened...All of a sudden I feel like nothing happened to me, like I don't care and someone hurt my mom and I am GOING CRAZY!!!!! I am so desperate...I want to kill this man, I have no love in my heart right now, all I have is desperation and hate...I want to scream out of the top of my lungs, I don't know what to do...Is this a cycle? First my mom and then me? DO I HAVE TO PUT MY SISTER IN A BUBBLE SO THAT NO BODY CAN TOUCH HER!!!!!!! Please help me, I feel so alone, I can go do something stupid right now, I feel like.....I would do anything to make all of this stop, please, too much
2006-07-20
09:55:03
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23 answers
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Magy G
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