If we get closer, and that happens a lot when we are together(it's a LDR), he always sais that his testicles hurt if we don't do something. He gets upset if we don't and I know it's unpleasant, I see him feeling uncool. But I don't feel like I'm ready for these sexual things, but then we finally have blowjobs and stuff...and then he sees I'm not hapy with the idea and feels guilty and starts regreting it, but he keeps telling me it was ok and we had a great time...I also enjoy myself, but it's never something that I want, it's up to him. I forgot to mention he's 5 years older...does he love me or is this just a form to get what he wants even if he sais that the sexual part doesn't matter too much?
2007-02-08
08:33:18
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