I am 19 years old, I have never had sex, never been with a girlfriend, or never even felt attracted to a women. I am not gay either, I know thats probably what your asking yourself, but I am not gay. Its like physical attraction doesn't even exist for me. Everyone I look at just does nothing for me, and I know that is not normal for a guy. I used to have to go to a shrink when I was a child, for depression and schizoid personality disorder, my doctor told me it was all cleared up, but do you think it could have something to do with my lack of desire or emotions. I even wrote you a poem.
Things are harder
When we have to leave our beds.
Wouldn't life be easier
If we were all dead.
I have tried to commit suicide three times, each time my parents got to me before I actually did this, should I be hospitalized I really really really don't want to have to go back to a physch ward, because nothing happens and I always end up sleeping all the time, what is wrong with me, plz help I am afraid!
2007-08-03
03:07:42
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zach
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