I have been hurt alot by alot of guys and the more it happends the more I find myself becomming more mean to myself and not trusting. I have always been the nice girl in the relationship and been loving and caring, almost a little too nice, but they always stop caring, and now im in a relationship and i really like him, but i cant get over all my other past relationships, i find myself comparing him to them, and worring that hell treat me like they did, so i always leave up a wall, and dont want to, but when ever i try to put it down i get scared and worried that if i get committed i might not be able to get out bfore its to late and i get hurt. I dont know what to do, and i feel guilty, cuz he likes me more than i like him, and it feels like im doing the same thing that people have done to me, (i dont hate the people whove done those things to me, i relize that everyone makes mistakes, i have forgave, but i cant forget, what is worng with me!!!>>???)
2007-03-20
12:42:07
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xox Rebekah xox
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