today is my bithday and i have this boufriend i have been with for a year and a half. i have a 2 yr old,6 yr old, and a 4 mmonth old that is our child together. i have recently been diagnosed with bipolar and am on lithium,xanax,and effexor and i am oretty messed up in the head. he isnt very supportive. he lays in bed until 5 pm everyday, makes fun of me for having panic attacks and today i fell asleep in my 2 yr olds bed with her and he came in the room and chucked a bottle at my stomach,grabbed me by my hair and yabked me off the bed,,oicked me back up and threw me on the bed and put his hands on my throat, all of this took place in front of my 2 year old.its my birthday today and 3 days ago i watched my grandmother get lowered into a ground. i know ur gng to say why do u out up with this and i am saying that i just started my medication for anxiety and mania and bipolar and i am so scared i am gng to go insane if i am by myself. i know when the meds kick in i am gng to kick him out.
2006-06-20
18:58:53
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