I recently found myself very happy with my situation. after "getting over" a first love and being caught up in a whirlwind of guys, who turned out to be all wrong for me, i graduated 8th grade with flying colors and found out that a sweet, dorky, and somewhat annoying boy likes me. i was very happy in the beginning of my summer, reading books, watching movies, and listening to music, taking comfort in the fact that i was over the rockers who did dodgy stuff and loved by sumone dependable. today i went to the library, hoping to run into my first love, but came home quickly, and as soon as my mom came home (she works there), she told me something he said. ARGH!! he had been there quite soon after i left! i dont usually get much chance to hang out there. now i feel a mess. i dont understand why i even went to see him in the first place.
Whats wrong with me?
Any suggestions as to how i can help out my mental state, any affirmations or whatever?
Any input is greatly appreciated!!!!
2006-06-13
12:36:04
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lizziesista
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