i lived in a shared house last year with a guy and we became really close in 3 months. we hung out all the time, but nothing sexual ever happened.he then got a girlfriend and moved back to his home(sweden)he now lives with her(together for a year).he only gave 2 weeks notice he was leaving,and i was destroyd.i hardly spoke to him for 10months,then he visited england at xmas.it was like we'd never been apart.we ended up having sex,but it was guilty,restricted and leftme feeling empty.i went to visit him last week in sweden, stayed with him and his girlfriend.nothing happened until we went on a trip alone together.then we spent everynight together.we discussed how we feel,he told me he's in love with me but didn't realise til he'd left england and now he has a completely different life,with responsibilities.i feel physical pain at notbeing with him,but he cheats on his girlfriend, and has even slept with prostitutes!i know i need to get over him but how?he's like my best friend.
2007-02-05
01:38:04
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finarina_queen_of_dreamers
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